Thursday, November 27, 2008

exam day04: before

finally...


3 hours and 22 minutes before starting HRM BG4902
5 hours and 22 minutes before freedom


I will do well
I have to do well


yay~


I guess writing here seems like.... increasing my motivation? or maybe giving some ease to the exams I'll be having?


^^

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

exam day04: before

yes, I don't have the mood to study


*sighs*


help me someone?

I love HRM
I love HRM

somehow I feel like I'll have incongruence here...

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

exam day03: after

10/13 AUs
3/4 subjects


STEM CELL IS DONE!!!


one more left
BG 4902 HRM 27 november 08 @ 9 am, Hall F seat number 940

I can do this :DDD


HWAITING~

exam day03: before

in 3 hours and 30 minutes


hwaiting :DDDD





I can do it
only 30 MCQ and 8 brief answer questions
syalalalala~


I will have my freedom faster after this xD




oh-so-random-me

Monday, November 24, 2008

exam day03: before

okay, now it's 12 hours and 7 minutes before the exam starts
BG 4234 Stem Cell Fundamentals


yay~

Exam Hall A @ 9 am @ seat number 505


HWAITING

though I can't concentrate in studying, I hope I can finish this and go to sleep asap and yeah :D ace it~
thanks everyone who supports me ^^

Saturday, November 22, 2008

...

I split my ankle, and I can't walk as I want to, and I won't be going to church this evening.




...

Friday, November 21, 2008

exam day02: after

7/13 AUs

2/4 EXAMs



yay :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD


I admit: I've never been this happy after having psychology exam
I've done quite well I guess, I'm confident for a B or maybe even a B+ now ^^


It's 50 MCQ questions on part A = total 50 marks
choose 1 question from part B = 25 marks
choose 1 question from part C = 25 marks


O__________O

I spent first 10 minutes on part A, then quickly moved to part B, thinking which question should I do...

luckily, question 2 all is from tutorials:
part 1: 4 phases of behavior modification program
part 2 and 3: 3 causes of problem behavior, causes, examples, indicators, and treatments

xD

I did it!!!

Part C... this is hard...
coz like half from lecture, and another half from journal papers
finally I did question 5:
part 1: sensory preconditioning procedure and example
part 2: resistance to extinction and 4 causes description
part 3: PAPER journal by Tracy et al (1999) about eye blinking conditioning in OCD... I did this because I can imagine and I remember roughly what it's about :D though I don't remember if the array has green Os and black Ds or green Ds and black Os O.o

because question 4 part 4.. the journal paper question is about preparedness in fear conditioning of snake.. and I don't really understand the paper and I only read a bit... while the first 3 parts consist of phobias, I don't dare to put my valuable 8 marks there

so yeah I did question 5 :DDDD

VIVA OCD xD~



After finished, Adri told me he wouldn't want to take Venus' subject again.. coz too many journal papers to read.. o.O honestly I think it's the best psychology paper I've ever done

well, perhaps because of:
1) contrast effect: I did really bad in Artificial Organ? xD
2) I've done all the mind map during lectures :D though I fell asleep in some of them
3) repeated exposure to unaversive stimulus: I read the whole textbook for about 4 or 5 times in total

Nevertheless, I'm happy :D


YAY~~

exam day02: before

it's 6.20 in the morning and I've been up for 1 hour and 15 minutes or so and I still have 2 hours and 40 minutes before my 2nd exam starts.


ohwell?


I need to study.
I do need to study.


but somehow T_T inspirations gets me and I think of nothing... I procrastinate alot xD


after it's done.. it'll be 7/13 AUs

HWAITING~

HP320 Learning & Behavioral Analysis
the tutor sent us mass email yesterday, reminding us to answer the question logically and coherently lol, perhaps I can't do that when I'm confused later, but hopefully, I will and I can get a B for my minor there xD~

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

exam day02: before

i.

dunno.

anymore.



gah...



50% out of 4 AUs = 2.0 AUs
...


seems like I'm really an engineer x_x I can't study anything else than that~




nyway, Xmas is coming soon xD and I need to post my Xmas wishlist, don't I?

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

exam day02: before

HWAITING XD~~~


HP320 Learning and Behavioral Analysis: Friday 9am @Hall B seat number 860

textbook alone takes 2 days to read.
have to start

*turns on itunes*

Monday, November 17, 2008

exam day01: after

EXAM 1 = DISASTER



I got home and almost cried and calculated how many points I'm able to get from each questions.

It was really a disaster.

If only I studied harder.
If only I studied harder.

and my mom will come here tomorrow...
that means?

Reducing my study time again.


I.
dunno.
anymore.


I just hope I'll pass this semester
*cries*

exam day01: before

So, I'm having my 2nd glass of coffee and I'm watching Wrong Number MV for the second time in the morning (it's good I've downloaded the HQ, thanks dbsg@LJ)

I shuld be studying but I'm sleepy and I'm sleepy and sleepy.


HWAITING it's less than 8 hours to go now.
I't'll soon be over before I knew it....... I should be happy and I hope I won't forget everything I've studied so far.

For the Advancing Front Theory... I'M PREPARED and I do really hope it'll come out for 15 marks!!!



BG4225 Artificial Organ & Physiological Engineering = B+

AMEN.


HWAITING!!!! \^O^/

Sunday, November 16, 2008

소원 (Wish)

haven't found the song in imeem.

it's been days (or perhaps weeks) since I update my facebook/friendster

and I'm still alive, you know ^^





now there is this wish in me
If it gets hard for you, let me take your little hand
I’m not in your heart, right?
You believe you’re alone, like the rough world wants it

SO EASILY set your heart at ease
if your cold heart is visible
let me comfort you. Okay? (don’t be scared)
OH LOVE IS STRONG
stop to play, trust me already (already)
the world, where you will not even be able to speak, is approaching


*you’re walking around on this dark road that threw you away
if you’re overcoming it, bit by bit
your life will get different again
even when I sometimes break down, I’m able to stay
do you see me who’s in front of you?

(YOU, DO NOT CRY ANYMORE)


even the morning of yours, who is disappearing in the midst of rain (you say you’re OK)
even when I’m caught by this longing, the life for you is (my) medicine
SO EASILY the path you can’t go back FAR AWAY
even if it is scary, the two of us can do it, right? (even when your eyes are far away)


*you’re walking around on this dark road that threw you away
if you’re overcoming it, bit by bit
your life will get different again
even when I sometimes break down, I’m able to stay (I’m always at your side like this)
do you see me who’s at your side?


inside the memories, inside this heart, inside your childish dream
the dream, in which even when you’re caught in a maze, you spread your wings
even when there are times, where this world hurts you, makes you cry
put it in your heart, bear it, laugh all the time, then it’s OK

I believed that you can do well, can’t even defeat the fading
take the hand, you’re able to shine brightly

you’re walking around on this dark road that became closed
if you’re overcoming it, bit by bit
your life will get different again
even when I sometimes break down, I’m able to stay
are you able to see me, who’s in front of you?



and yes, despite how nice the song is, the lyric... just sucks.
I want to see the CD and see who's writing it lolz